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Decisions I Didn't Make / Feed

by Matthew Thornton

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The road it forks before me, guess its crunch time once again If I pull over and pause maybe I'll put off all the pain Benevolent self-sabotage freezing up my brain Hands still on the wheel, foot on the brake I think of all the risks I don't wanna take As I sit with the decisions I didn't make I know that I should seize my situation with both hands Try to stay on top of everything this restless world demands Create a system or be enslaved by another man's At least if you believe old Billy Blake His sentiment's the icing on the cake As I sit with the decisions I didn't make Freedom, sweet freedom I'll go do what I like Maybe I'll go and play sad songs at an open mic Oh so many choices What movie should I see Not knowing what the fuck to do, what a luxury I couldn't make the call, couldn't quell the crushing fear She's moving on without me so I guess I'll wait right here Hopefully whatever I've been waiting for is near Or just someone to soothe my ache To look over and smile when I awake As I sit with the decisions I didn't make
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Feed 03:57
Do you tire of drifting indifferent Through a world that's indifferent to you Don't you long for a reason to get out of bed And push yourself through Create for yourself what you're lacking Make yourself matter more The world needs more people like you to keep fighting An unwinnable war Just trust in yourself and the future Forgetting whatever you've seen A lifetime's a long time to be alone Feed another soul to the machine Don't you wanna keep living forever Be that one little link in the chain Won't you spread your unlikely good fortune It's sure to happen again What sacrifice doesn't behoove you What loss is it that you so fear Your parents perceived a permissible price And that's why you're here Why fight against your own nature Why defy the creed of the gene A lifetime's a long time to be alone Feed another soul to the machine It's not such a bad existence Quit worrying what does it all mean A lifetime's a long time to be alone Feed another soul to the machine So what if it's true what they're saying A reckoning's probably nigh Ain't it better than wallowing, watching the water Passing you by Have a roll of the dice, it might be nice To have someone to hold or hold you To have someone to bludgeon you out of your suffering When it's the kind thing to do Satisfaction is fleeting You gotta take everything you can glean A lifetime's a long time to be alone Feed another soul to the machine What's one more devouring mouth One more fish to be hooked by a screen Sit down and shut up and watch the world burn And feed another soul to the machine

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Here's two songs that are long-overdue for a shiny release.

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released May 21, 2022

Songs made by Matthew Thornton
Bass on "Decisions" by Aaron Knapp
French Horns by Kyra Sims
Mixed by Andy Cass of Sleeper Cave Records
Mastered by Anni Casella
Cover photo by Catsy

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Matthew Thornton Massachusetts

Weird guy seeking fulfilment through noisemaking.

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